No Win Scenerio

    You’ll never win. You’ve got these flashing lights. Sirens. And screams echoing in your head. You are going down. And there is absolutely no chance you’ll make it out ok. You can’t trick your way out of it. The real world is everybody’s Kobayashi Maru.

    When you were younger you thought you had a chance in this world. Disney prepared you for rainbows. Then you thought you had real life examples of success and happiness. Yeah they’re screwed too. Addicted to pain pills. Wife took everything but the dog...wait took that too. A zealous religious leader aka closet homosexual. Everyone has their poison.

    Your life is a game to someone, that’s the only explanation.
Somewhere in the cosmos someone rolled a six.
Moved the you shaped piece.
Picked a chance card...
Woot! A relatively kind card.
Loose the 3 most important people at school.
Emotional Stability 80%-Physical Stability 100%
Rolled a two.
Repeat previous steps.
Oh shoot now you can’t dance because you’ve lost too much weight. Sucks to be you but hey this is all for fun.
ES-67%-PS-75%
Rolled a 4
How does getting kicked out sound?

    What’s worse is that in our reality the constant blows can’t be blocked or deflected. You are stuck with all of this and it will always be something else. You can’t even mentally prepare for the worst.

Being the cynic that you are you expected heartache-it still took you by surprise when it happened.
You learn you can’t rely on anyone but yourself-that moment you’ve been left alone to your own devises is devastating.
   
    It all just sucks. The real world knocks you down and beats you till you can’t see. It’s almost better to think it’s for someone’s amusement.